what an intense week. i struggled to keep my head clear when the sun came back with such intensity. we went to the park often, i smoked and drank a fair amount. one must find balance – sure i feel guilt for a lack of ‘productive’ admin and project work getting done in this time, but then again i always catch up and keep on top of things after.

what you ought to consider is what you gained on those days out. inspiration. it’s all about inspiration, filling up my cup and gaining new angles on things to learn from and apply in my own capacity. i’m grateful for what i get to see, and for all of the interesting random people we meet on our travels. and for the new old film camera i have managed to find, with which i can document my days in a more beautiful fashion, and both train my eye and my skills at capturing things.

i hope soon i can demonstrate my capacity as an artist across all these medias and directions in my condensed portfolios, and find work and support to continue to expand my mind in this with others. there is so much that can be done.

but alas, i am broke 🙂